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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Payton: the cutter Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:12 pm | |
| Well, starting yesterday, I have become a cutter. No, not a paper cutter, and no, not a "I-cut-you-cutter," a "cut-yourself" cutter. So yeah, I cut myself. I have been finding things with sharp edges recently to cut with, and now my arm is aching because of it. So, I want to warn you, since it is surprisingly addicting. Don't make the first cut. You'll find yourself wanting to cut more and more when you get into it. This afternoon on the bus I got a box of candy, tore off the side panel of it and found a sharp edge, and, you betcha, started cutting. It's hard to explain why I cut really but I think it all started last March when I started feeling depressed. My depression is coming back over me and I feel the need to do something to myself, and I have started cutting because of that feeling. Lesson today: don't cut yourself. _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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iWaddle New Penguin


Number of posts: 22 Infraction(s): 1 Registration date: 2008-10-29
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:36 pm | |
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Tanuki I Contest Winner
Number of posts: 21 Snowballs: 40 Registration date: 2008-11-04
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:45 pm | |
| It's funny he was making fun of emos on an old forum.  |
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:57 pm | |
| I'm not an emo, actually. There are differences between cutters and emos, and since I'm not very emotional/scene I cannot be classified as emo. _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Gold Smart Penguin


Number of posts: 133 Age: 16 Location: Planet Earth Snowballs: 6 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:23 am | |
| Ok, but I get many cuts usually with a knife or something shark...but I don't want to do it again. |
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:31 am | |
| Yeah, you would think that I wouldn't want the cuts, but oddly they feel good. Vampire. :F _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Snook Young Penguin


Number of posts: 48 Snowballs: 10 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Thu Nov 06, 2008 3:54 am | |
| | Hellopayton wrote: | Yeah, you would think that I wouldn't want the cuts, but oddly they feel good. Vampire. :F |
*Scary Vampire Voice*
Lett Mee Drinkk your Blooooddd!! _________________ Good-bye
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:50 pm | |
| I don't know how anyone will respond to that post, so let's pretend it's not there. :l _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Snook Young Penguin


Number of posts: 48 Snowballs: 10 Registration date: 2008-10-27
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Fri Nov 07, 2008 1:05 am | |
| ... that too. .\_/. _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Tanuki I Contest Winner
Number of posts: 21 Snowballs: 40 Registration date: 2008-11-04
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Fri Nov 07, 2008 1:13 am | |
| Do you enjoy the cutting or the pain? _________________  Click to join the forum you're on right now! |
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Fri Nov 07, 2008 2:04 am | |
| | Tanuki I wrote: | | Do you enjoy the cutting or the pain? |
Both. :3 _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Whogopenguin Moderator

Number of posts: 46 Age: 14 Registration date: 2008-11-07
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Hellopayton Administrator

Number of posts: 101 Registration date: 2008-10-27
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Mon Nov 10, 2008 12:02 pm | |
| Yes. Also, Tanuki I is right, I shouldn't have made fun of people who cut themselves, it's great. _________________ I can smell the death on the sheets Covering me I can't believe this is the end
But this is my deathbed I lie here alone If I close my eyes tonight I know I'll be home
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Whogopenguin Moderator

Number of posts: 46 Age: 14 Registration date: 2008-11-07
 | Subject: Re: Payton: the cutter Wed Nov 12, 2008 8:29 pm | |
| | Hellopayton wrote: | | I shouldn't have made fun of people who cut themselves, it's great. |
I don't know what you've turned into, Hellopayton, but whatever it is, I don't like it. I don't like it one bit. You're totally different recently...it's like being with a different person. |
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