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PostSubject: Payton: the cutter   Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:12 pm

Well, starting yesterday, I have become a cutter. No, not a paper cutter, and no, not a "I-cut-you-cutter," a "cut-yourself" cutter. So yeah, I cut myself. I have been finding things with sharp edges recently to cut with, and now my arm is aching because of it. So, I want to warn you, since it is surprisingly addicting. Don't make the first cut. You'll find yourself wanting to cut more and more when you get into it. This afternoon on the bus I got a box of candy, tore off the side panel of it and found a sharp edge, and, you betcha, started cutting. It's hard to explain why I cut really but I think it all started last March when I started feeling depressed. My depression is coming back over me and I feel the need to do something to myself, and I have started cutting because of that feeling.

Lesson today: don't cut yourself.

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:36 pm

Are you emo?
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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:45 pm

It's funny he was making fun of emos on an old forum. Rolling Eyes
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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Wed Nov 05, 2008 11:57 pm

I'm not an emo, actually. There are differences between cutters and emos, and since I'm not very emotional/scene I cannot be classified as emo.

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:23 am

Ok, but I get many cuts usually with a knife or something shark...but I don't want to do it again.
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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:31 am

Yeah, you would think that I wouldn't want the cuts, but oddly they feel good.

Vampire. :F

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Thu Nov 06, 2008 3:54 am

Hellopayton wrote:
Yeah, you would think that I wouldn't want the cuts, but oddly they feel good.

Vampire. :F


*Scary Vampire Voice*

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:50 pm

I don't know how anyone will respond to that post, so let's pretend it's not there. :l

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Thu Nov 06, 2008 8:36 pm

Hellopayton wrote:
I don't know how anyone will respond to that post, so let's pretend it's not there. :l


Thank you Smile

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Fri Nov 07, 2008 1:05 am

... that too. .\_/.

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Fri Nov 07, 2008 1:13 am

Do you enjoy the cutting or the pain?

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Fri Nov 07, 2008 2:04 am

Tanuki I wrote:
Do you enjoy the cutting or the pain?

Both. :3

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Mon Nov 10, 2008 7:42 am

Aren't you a Christian? Neutral

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Mon Nov 10, 2008 12:02 pm

Yes. Also, Tanuki I is right, I shouldn't have made fun of people who cut themselves, it's great.

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PostSubject: Re: Payton: the cutter   Wed Nov 12, 2008 8:29 pm

Hellopayton wrote:
I shouldn't have made fun of people who cut themselves, it's great.


Neutral I don't know what you've turned into, Hellopayton, but whatever it is, I don't like it. I don't like it one bit. You're totally different recently...it's like being with a different person.

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